a lesson in letting go of everything trying to kill you

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a collection of work exploring themes of restraint

Memento Mori

2022

Oil Pastel on Paper

“[…I imagined it must / be a spell, the flick of a witch’s wrist & / suddenly you wish your own kin bloody, / you wish his fingers gone limp.]”

-Olivia Gatwood, Life of the Party

Skin of a Man

2022

Oil Pastel on Paper

“We teach boys how to wear the skin of a man, but we also teach them how to raise that skin like a flag and draw blood for it.”

-Kyle “Guante” Tran Myrhe, A Love Song, A Death Rattle, A Battle Cry

 

Lip Lock

2022

Oil Pastel on Paper

“[Your missing

loves return to me/

as ghosts with staples

in their mouths. / … /

When a man comes

with a drill, I am not /

allowed to flinch

but the trembling /

hasn’t stopped since

I was born.]”

-Hadara Bar-Nadav, Fountain and Furnace

If I Can Still Bleed

2022

Oil Pastel on Paper

“[… / We have felt the heat / of those things most likely to kill us / & decided not to leave / our bones there. We’ve been / promised the world / for our silence, & we / continue to sing.]”

-Brenna Twohy, Swallowtail

 

And/Or

2022

Oil Pastel on Paper

“…

Me from that shadow— / The indelible buds,

Knuckles at shoulder-blades, the / Faces that

Shove into being, dragging / The lopped

Blood-caul of absences. / All night I carpenter

A space for the thing I am given, / A love

Of two wet eyes and a screech. / White spit

Of indifference! / The dark fruits revolve and fall.

The glass cracks across, / The image

Flees and aborts like dropped mercury.”

-Sylvia Plath, Thalidomide

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